Pain & Desperation (EP)

by ANGEL ZER0

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Verse 1: I've been addicted to being depressed lately I don't want to but i actually think I hate me I love the way I feel when I'm down I love the silence with my heart being the only sound Verse 2: I don't know what's going on inside Everything just feels so wrong in my mind I don't know if what I'm doing is right I don't remember what being happy's like Chorus 1: Am I who I want to be Does the mirror show what I want to see Have I made the right decisions in life I can't do this, put down the knife Verse 3: I'm not sure exactly what is happening This darkness I'm in is so fucking maddening I've done everything wrong in retrospect I'm firsthand proof that god's not perfect Chorus 2: Am I who I want to be Does the mirror show what I want to see Have I made the right decisions in life I can't do this, put down the knife Outro Chorus: This isn't who I want to be When I look in the mirror I don't like what I see I'm not sure where I'm going in life But death's approaching, sharpening his scythe
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I first saw her right in front of school I was just a freshman and she was so damn cool She wore an Invader Zim jacket, and a necklace meaning love She was so strong. She was just a little white dove She was so perfect and accepted everyone To her we were perfect. We could do no wrong We were the freaks that no one could quite get She accepted me as soon as we first met. She was so perfect that no one could guess What went on in her home. It was just a mess Her parents shunned her, pretended she didn't exist Now she's gone and I know she is missed I'm forever changed, forever different because of her She changed our lives. Changed who we were Now she's gone and I still can't believe it so So many years later, where did the time go I first saw her right in front of school I was just a freshman and she was so damn cool She wore an Invader Zim jacket, and a necklace meaning love She was so fucking strong. She was just a little white dove
3.
Chorus 1: I used to love the way you held me tight Now I can't stand the thought of you at night I used to think that we were a perfect fit Now I could die and you wouldn't even know it Verse 1: I was young and dumb, just eighteen You were the most beautiful creature I had ever seen I saw you and I knew I had met my queen But I was young and dumb, just eighteen Verse 2: I was young and in love, just twenty When I asked if you would one day marry me You said yes and a future with you was all I could see But I was young and in love, just twenty Verse 3: I was young and broken, just twenty one When you told me that we were done You said we fell out and you found another one I was young and broken, just twenty one Chorus 2: I used to love the way you held me tight Now I can't stand the thought of you at night I used to think that we were a perfect fit But I could die today and you wouldn't even know it
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Intro: You said I wasn't in love, I was just comfortable But you were wrong (I love the way the tears feel streaming down my face I love the way my eyes look when there is no saving grace) Verse 1: (First off, I just wanna say) I'm sorry this isn't the love song you've wanted for the past three years This is just the thoughts I can get out between the weed and the beers I still can't think of you without this rush of emotions and fears I still can't think of you without this rush of heartache and tears Chorus 1: I love the way the tears feel streaming down my face I love the way my eyes look when there is no saving grace I never thought that all this time with you would be a waste But now I'm here, missing the way your lips taste Verse 2: (I hate astrology cause every star reminds me of you) For instance you're a Virgo Moon and Aquarius Sun But with this fragile Capricorn you decided you were done You're amazingly strong with an Aries Rise But I fell weak to you and it wasn't a surprise Chorus 2: I love the way the tears feel streaming down my face I love the way my eyes look when there is no saving grace I never thought that all this time with you would be a waste But now I'm here, missing the way your lips taste Bridge: You promised you'd marry me and be my forever But instead of your husband I'm your fornever Now this fire in my heart has burnt to its core You showed me a promise doesn't mean a thing anymore Chorus 3: I love the way the tears feel streaming down my face I love the way my eyes look when there is no saving grace I never thought that all this time with you would be a waste But now I'm here, missing the way your lips taste Outro: I'm sorry this isn't the love song you've wanted for the past three years This is just the thoughts I can get out between the screams and the tears
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Verse 1: I thought I saw you there In the prettiest dress I've ever seen you wear But it turned out to be a dream So realistic I just wanted to scream Verse 2: Now I can't sleep at night I'm too scared of what I'll see in my mind Now I just stay up and cry Getting over you is the hardest thing, I've tried Chorus 1: Tonight I'll be with you In my mind I'll be with you In my dreams I'll be with you Tonight I'll be with you Verse 3: I reach for my prescription off the shelf I take a handful by myself Now I'll be with you forever We will once again be together Chorus 2: Tonight I'll be with you In my mind I'll be with you Forever, I'll be with you Tonight I'll be with you (Tonight I'll be with you Tonight I'll be with you) Outro: Now I'm with you

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released March 17, 2019

Guitar: Chase Wade
Bass: Chase Wade
Piano: Chase Wade
Vocals: Chase Wade

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ANGEL ZER0 Shreveport, Louisiana

One man band. Guitarist/pianist/vocalist @Chase_Wade1997 EP-Pain & Desperation coming in 2019. Instagram: @AngelZero0fficial Twitter: @ANGEL__ZER0 (2 underscores)

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